Mixed Feelings

I was going through all of my wedding stuff when I realized it is three months before my wedding and I have nothing to do...aside from sifting through mountains of songs. I have all of the specific songs picked out like the ceremony songs, cake cutting, first dance ect. but I am still trying to figure out what to play during the social hour and lunch, which to me is so boring! But every task I give to the FI I end up doing two weeks after I wanted it done once I find out he hasn't done it yet. I would much rather be doing crafting things, however I have completed everything that can be done until I can start doing escort cards. I am looking forward to doing the thank you notes for my shower!! I am happy that I am so far ahead, but I thought my school load was going to be more intense and since it isn't I find myself bored sometimes when I have a whole afternoon off. I mean you can only sleep so late and take a nap for so long. I also appreciate my readiness since my stomach has been flaring up lately and I have not felt well. However, I would rather be doing something crafty compered to watching cable and doing nothing. I guess I will just keep on keeping on and trying to find new ways to entertain myself.

Exciting news this past week:
-I found 5 new books at the book fair
-I bought the flowers for my wedding cake...FI thought they were real flowers not knowing they were silk and for the cake =)
-I bought all of the stuff for my grandma to make my garter
-I have finished my bouquet and boutonnieres
-I successfully created and uploaded a podcast to my website, which is still under construction
     studentweb.stcloudstate.edu/mcsa0607/site
-I celebrated my grandparents 60th wedding anniversary with them, what a treat!
-I cleaned the apartment...only to mess it up with my attempts and making thank you cards.

Thought for today:
Even though my body hates me, it is mine and I will always be the stronger one carrying us through!